Well almost always is tough right?
Try as you might you will still face things like being ignored tricked, used, sidelined , isolated , rejected , insulted ,scolded , embarrassed, shunned, judged ...the list never ends
All these are really hurtful and painful to face....a reality that we have to fight everyday !
Sometimes , people should take time to comprehend a persons behavior. You never know what is going on behind the scenes ...the smile or the tears . But alas 人間はずるいものですね～
I guess the only thing I an do is smile and brush things off ~ it's the best way....to heal faster ..it always starts with a smile ...
Anyhoo ....
At times like this you look for the best possible way to forget these painful things ....
Aki....^^ i'm glad i met him ~
clears the mind and help me gain back some focus ...
of course i'm talking about my precious black Ashton acoustic guitar ~ ♥
Cassis is quite a challenge ...no complicated chords ( for acoustic ver) ...but i'm trying to master the plucking at the verse parts ! very BIG challenge since i pretty much suck at plucking !!
Plus! the arrangement is kinda all over the place ! I have to listen to Cassis like 100000 times before i got the tempo and the set of chords to play !
well I wanna gain some confidence ...which is why a challenge is always good ( better than staring at the lappy screen all day eh!)
well it's hard to explain the happy feeling you get from playing an instrument ~
You know it sounds right when your heart rhythm is in line with the tempo ..and you can actually "feel" the vibes just flowing through your body ~
After playing a full song ...every chord and plucking spot on ....even just a hard verse or bridge !
it feels like a drug ....your fingers hurt ...but you can only feel the happiness of being in the right tempo with the song playing through at your headphones...it takes you to another world :)
Honestly I don't really like The GazettE ! ...because some of their stuff are super heavy !! but SERIOUSLY!!! ALL and YES ALL their BALLADS ROCK ! well Red was kinda nice ( not a ballad) but all their ballads ..OMG !
Cassis , Guren , Pledge .... all touching songs and really nice to the ears ....especially with acoustics ...GazettE are the best ballad writers hehe ~
I guess i can look forward to GazettE's songs to cover now ! hehe ...
ooo ~ i never posted the pics of the bento boxes i bought so here you go !
It's 2am already!! should get some sleep ~ hehe
I've got a feeling that these things will happen again ....but i'll be fine ...i guess =)
Just listen to my Fav phrase in Ghost † Heart ...you'll know what happened hehe ...
anyhoo...OhaSUMI!!!! ♥
P/S:I miss Jun-kun's tweets and greetings T^T!!!
