WHAT IN HELL IS WRONG PEOPLE??!!

You know...growing up in an environment where you can detect what teachers and parents want from you and do it the way they please to get credits really have a down side to it!

I MEANNNNN didn't she lay it out flat EXACTLY wha she wanted??

I'm so tired of doing compiling work ....

I HATE MY LIFE !

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why does everyone do this to me.....??

and it's hard...because when you want to do a good job, and you do it ...people either rate you as ..i dunno...a perfectionist??

Tell you what....my life would be so damn different now if it wasn't for my stupid passion for being a teacher and continuing this blood line of teachers ~

I would be sent to a place where i would easily blend ....

and to a quality one at that....

yes ...a quality education....

i don't know.....i'm in a depressing mood today and PLEASE...i hope there are no calls from home ..coz that brings out my week side ....then it would make me 10 X worse...

there future is bleak ~

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I wonder what people label me as~

I know i'm a crybaby...i don't smile a lot...and heck...people are afraid to approach me and yet try to take advantage of me ~

not trying to intimidate people ...but like i said ....i have eyes that could see through ones true intention ...

I used to use it to get myself out of trouble ....

If there was a day where people do their work telling themselves " oh...i don't want to make it difficult for the person doing the final works" then ...I'll be on the Oricon Charts...BELIEVE ME ~

Aki -kun is trying his best to calm me down...i hope his efforts is not in vain....

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have mid-terms and assignments to do....

oh well...PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE....don't let AKI's effort be in VAINNN......

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*takes deep breath ....listen to heartbeat...concentrate on what's good....*

sigh ~

help ....

Missing in action...well not really XD

Finally...submitted the proposal....

I guess all that pressure finally kicked in and i was down with a slight fever...

hence settling in early~

Sorry to all of you waiting for my "brb" 's and waiting for me on MSN ....

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My mood was a flare the night i was rushing ~

I guess i'm half immune to this...people doing work that is not that fine ~

Just write everything out without a second look. Of course there were a few that did a really good job. but there were some that really churns your gut !

I edited like half of it during CNY...and believe me ! its no walk in the park. I got the rest of the work from others and continued reading through. Find tonnes of mistakes that dosen't click....

yes all that makes me super mad...and i gave up trying to make it a good work.

The worse thing was getting CALLS which and TEXT reminding me of the due date and that the COVER MUST BE PINK!!!

I got that AGES ago...!!

I had a busy week ...and you all should be more responsible ...texting and reminding is just to re-enforce your own feelings....

Plus..i need to remind you all who are NOT doing the compiling and editing work..try NOT to just type everything up to the page limit and expect the editor to do ALL of it just because you copy and paste or just basically key in stuff!!

*takes deep breath*

CHANGE of subject !

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owh...when something interesting happens i always remind people that i will blog bout it but end up with BS ..lol

anyways...

i have no idea ...but Japanese class was moved from the Language School to another faculty building...

school of engineering and communication tecnology or something.....

GOSH THAT SCHOOL IS HUGEEEEE!!

"THE CURSE OF SKTM"

if you don't enter from the foyer...you are bound to get lost!...

i mean ...group 2's class is moved to the SSMP..( some sort of food research facaulty or something) and i could find the place pretty quickly!

i had to get 3 buses to get in there btw ~...lol

but in SKTM...0-0....

i was like a lost puppy..a wet one at that...! sweating and all ..lol

some classes got move to the school of learning arts ~

so...

why the sudden changes in class...and why so far? and in different Schools??!!

GET THIS....

The language building isn't stable...there is a crack or something and may fall anytime...( that's what Ike Sensei said)

Kinda scared every time i go through that building...!

coz i have to go through it to get to my faculty ~ lol

i remember once where the window pains ( i think its PVC) started to crash down ...those covering the stairways~while we were having classes...

anyways....the building is not OLD.... so why all these talk bout the building being a time bomb...??

and the lecturers are still using their rooms and offices there ~

i just don't get it ~

oh well ~

maybe i'll write more when i have something more interesting lol....

ja matta ~

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sorry...my sentences are all over the place...lol

Rest well senpai...assignment frenzy/maddness ~

rest well senpai...hope you feel better tomorrow...i know i will feel 10 times better tomorrow night !

Because i will be dating AKI XD....

and maybe we could arrange another one of those double dates with senpai and Mao san ~

browsed through phones last time we had a double date ~ ^^

ended up with none of the phones i browse with senpai mao and aki -kun...

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anyways ~

i'm having a little stress..wait... a LOT of stress...

THANK GOD my friend sms me to tell me that the script is due tomorrow !!

IT TOTALLY SLIPPED MY MIND !

so i have to rush to finish editing and also do my script...i know...will wake up early to go to the library to get the binding done ~

then spend the 2 hours there doing the script ~

;)

the thing now is to get past the hard part of editing.,... I WILL NOT DO THIS AGAIN!

so tough ~

i'm done ~

i edited all i could and i give up ~

i'll just submit what they gave to me ~

i'm calmer now...after Mao made me some coffee and offered some black chocolate...

most importantly i realize that i'm not the only one going through hard times ...senpai, and my friends are going through the same thing ~ ....

oh...aki took over ^^

Mao is heading back at this late hour to take good care of Senpai....

he HAS to..before those younger korean kids take senpai away from him XD ....

i guess i have rested and calmed down enough to complete my assignments and head to bed ~

Don't over stress yourselves everyone~

love you all ^^

* p/s: for those who happen to read the really angry words that i deleted .. !*

ごめんなさい!!

For those of you not that passionate about music ..you can skip the following post ~

lol

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listening to 88 by LM.C...lots of meaning...touching song

looking forward to Bokura no Mirai ~

i heard the trailer and some alert people actually detected that the tune is actually from the ending piano music form * Rock the Party '08*

Kudos to you !

yes ..that song sounds nice ..

Maya is getting better at writing lyrics ne ~

like Aiji said~

they might look like some wired people ..( i seriously wouldn't approach people looking like that on the streets unless it's maya or aiji)...but just open your hearts and ears to listen to their meaning full songs....

YUI songs are great too...

I tried to listen to Taylor swift's songs..but yeah.. haha..all about love...and too much make-up...

i was watching some of her MVs and i fell so much like washing my face ...coz her face is just loaded with chemicals ...music is okey...just too...um....how to explain...the song just don't match the PV...tune is nice though...(some) no offence to Taylor Swift's fans ...^^..just justifying my opinion...

Like how some people can't stand LM.C ....

for me ...music quality and simplicity counts ~

YUI offers simplicity and that down to earth relation...

LM.C offers a hand to hold ~ and a reason to never give up ~

You all should look into some of their songs ....

Rock the LM.C,

Punky Heart

88 ...

Liar liar...

some of their songs point out the reality we are facing...

Maya's inspiring work keeps many going...and is spreading world wide~

hope you all never give up....

Love ...

Miyuki~

*aki is jealous*

keke

Holidays are over ~...taking bout monday blues ~

konyaranyara ~

Everyone is gonna be in an after holiday daze~

i know i will ...nyaaa

but still ...if you try to enjoy it then maybe it will be okey ^^

to top that...i'm still travel sick...and i caught a flu from sis ~ nyuuu ~

sinus would be different..i wouldn't tear that much ~

Gosh i look terrible!!..like i cried a whole year or something lol~

besides...i seldom get sinus now thanks to this spray i used a couple of years ago..~

i use to suffer like this every morning..or every time the temperature changes !

I only get it on hazy days ~ on certain conditions XD

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Tomorrow will be back to normal...in fact, i have the assignment to rush !! ..i finished the editing...but i havent started my part! coz of all the house work and also time spent on editing...( gosh i hate this job!!)

oh well...mid- term tomorrow...guess i'll have to print the slides out to do a last minute study ~

i really didn't have the time for studies during the holidays...for me...family is the most important before anything ~

fail ma si fail looooo~ ( hokkien ) lol

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Anywaws...hope you all out there can endure the evil monday and the evil week ahead...

everything is a rush this semester since its a short sem~

Gyahhhh ~

ganbaruuu!

chisaana tsubasa o hirogete miageru...kono sora wa taka sugiru kedo ...

tobanaii ii wake o nara bete utsumuite ...aruku nan teeee...BOKURA NI WA NIAWANAI !!

*fighting spirit*

MINAAA!!!AKIRAMENAIDE!!!