Pressured ...stressed ...and then changes ....

gah !

less than 3 hours of sleep is taking a toll on me !

my body is now extremely weak...

coz i'm trying to control the shaking ...my arms and legs are going to "kong-out" anytime soon !

but that can't happen can't it !!!??

coz i have so much up on my schedule !

every time i try to blog bout it some new update comes and i don't know where to start !

Anyhooo ~

I guess it all started with Akane's graduation !

yup...i was super excited to attend ...and i have a feeling that i should really be there to support her emotionally ~

It's only been 5 months since Dad left us ~

He got to know that sis made it through uny ...but unfortunately God has other plans for him ~

as a sister ..i feel obliged to go !

But here's the thing !

last Friday we got to know that our initial plans to go to a place called "Nango" had to be postponed to the end of the semester after our final examinaton because of complications ....

Instead ...on the 1st of October .. w hav to go to another rural area ~

I got a shock ! coz it clashes with sis's graduation...or my flight !

I was bound for Kuching on the 2nd !

and the projct is from 1st to the 3rd !

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Well just 2 days ago ~ ..everything got sorted out ...(apparently) ...

mum changed the flight ...and yeah !

that was Tuesday...tuesday itself was a whole other story of complications that i kinda "deleted " form me memory XD

so you dear readers is spared form my ranting !

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Yesterday things got worse!

Lecturer announced that

1. we have to have our mini test next week

2. mini assignmnt to submit

3. Presentation

4. I CAN'T MISS ANYMORE LECTURES

and also some project to be reviewed monday ~

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i went back feeling PRESSURED !

and numb....

and at that point mum called ~

and i didn't dare to tell mum that i thought of not going ~

I guess mum really did realize that these uncertainties are unavoidable ~

so ....even after changing th flight ....i decided that i can't risk so much stress and pressure to go !

Believe me i wanted to go really EXTREMELY badly !

anyhoo ~

this evening i'll have a mid-term examination !

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wired ...I', now in my faculty building ~ ...blogging ...and then some passer by just poped in and took a peek at my screen !

i'm not sure if it's an honest mistake of identity or just some random thing to do just for fun ~

either way....o_O...

i forgot to bring my card reader so no pics today !

Gomen !

i guess i'll get back to assignments ...

wish me luck !

Drawing with photoshop for the first time ! XD

well...saturday is wasted on games and also photoshop !

well i can't sleep so i did a second attempt on drawing with photoshop...my first isn't really good !

second one well....not too good but satisfying ! ^^ coz i did the whole thing from scratch !

my own character ...extremely simple though...

so here goes !

tell me what you think ne ~

and ...if you had drawn anything using photoshop ...please teach me some tips ne ~ ..i'm kinda new with this ~

been sketching ( more to doodling though :p )

so ...here goes !

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i kinda like rainbow and stars..(thanks to LM.C )

everything is kept simple ...the robe ..ect

maybe when i have more free time i'll try drawing more complicated clothing ....at the meantime ...i'm kinda caught up with tonnes of stuff !

a little change of textures

First attempt ..( FAILURE)

nyan !

try colouring it???

and maybe show me how you colour and how it turn out ^^

of course you can add your own credits after you colour it !

click pic to get the original size ^^

Let me know what you think and lets just have fun with the pic and photoshop !!

hehe

let's re-experience our childhood and start colouring!!! XD

jya..untill the next entry...matta ne ~

Happy sunday ! ♥