Friday, March 5, 2010

UNy life ..the best and worst 4 years of ones life ~

First of all....good news...yup ...more like a miracle ~

For those of you our there who know about "that" and the trials i'm going through because of that ...there is good news ~

a "miracle"...all are surprised ~

so i'm happy ~

yes ..i can finally admit that and really feel that i'm happy ~

yes.... we have to have trust and faith in Him ~

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Okeies...

where can i start ~

lol

yes ...today ..i had the worse bus episode everrrrrrr~~

FRUSTRATING ~

and it's funny ...now that i think of it ~

well i missed the bus and i thought i would catch up to it if i crossed the road and because the traffic was holding the bus back....

my bad !!

I ran after it until the BRIDGEEEEEEE!!

can you imagine how far i ran ...and i wasn't able to get on =_+... i planned to walk all the way to uny but was too exhausted ~ so i walked all the way back to the bus stop ~...zuzuzuzu

and my newly bought umbrella is a wreck ...*sigh*

had a meeting after that bus episode ~ lol

and its Japanese project...our debut as actors...lol...

we were so HIGH ! trying to come up with an interesting story and plot to write and act out ~

will let you all know how it turned out XD....

this is gonna be fun ~

and the Director ...my Japanese classmate ....asked me to do some guitar sound for it..so it's AKI's debut too !!

haha

oh...as you know..i had to replace class tonight ~

i was about to get worried when the bus came ~

and i was the only one on it till halfway when a bunch of soccer guys got on..and one was "disturbing" me ...asking me my name and for my phone number ...dang +_=""

i just kept quiet at first ...but talked a little ~

they are from another uny i guess ~

they got off at the main road ~

I was the ONLY one walking back from the bus stop !!

and there was a car stopping on the other side of the road saying something out loud ...I RUSHED HOME ~

nyuuu ~

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gyahhh... this is a busy week ne ~

and i have a big load of clothing to wash !! i was too busy to wash it !!! so +_=

so tired ~

well i guess everyone is ~

......

Wish you all luck with mid-terms and work ~

i know how hard life can get ~

but still staying strong ~

Love you all


stay genki



-Miyuki-

Many trials ..but still strong...the energy from a song can keep you going ^^

Yes...

where can i start...

well i missed the bus this morning and have to replace class tomorrow night...FRIDAY NIGHT!

but well ~

I don't know ...i think Maya's words are pushing me ~

I know my Japanese is not that good...but i can understand the meaning of Maya's words in Bokura no Mirai ( Our future)

As you can see ~ ...the title itself is motivating ...

I was anticipating this song ...because the tune is actually played out in a sentimental tune as an ending song for...well...i did explain didn't I ( read previous blog XD) ...haha


I know ~ ...it's something that would make me feel my heartbeat ~

andbroughtmetotears

yes ~ ..makes me think back of all the tears we shed back there the wiped ones ^^~ ...


I still have a long way to go...but i have come too far to give up now ~

FOR OUR FUTURE ....for my dream ~

Aiji was right ~
i'd spam my blog if i told you all the meaning !

simple japanese ~

Anyone having basic understanding of japanese would understand this song !

Maya is telling us that we have gone through so much and the the dreams and future we are looking forward is near ~

we all can relate to that song right ??

like ..i've seen post on FB ...everyone was emo , tired , frustrated , angry ....

this song came into the picture at the right time ~

thanks Maya & Aiji....

there you go ~ the song



yeah ..kanji and romaji is there so ...^^

stay motivated all ^^


I don't have to go through translations to know that "meteorion " and "it's a wonderful wonderworld " to know that they too are motivating songs ~ ^^

Wonderful wonderholic is just wonderful ~

enjoy the concert guys ~

hope they stop here someday ~ ^^
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ahhh..i'm so absorbed in this song that i can't think !!!! lol

* happy feeling*

makes me happy even though so much problems aren't solved ~

Happy ....

this word is finally back in my life ~ ...

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Anyways ....

I'm having problems making an appointment with my supervisor ~

how?....

we went there about6 to 7 times ...still no one ~

um ~ mid- terms are here~

assignments ~

the trip ~ ...( miss-communications)

everyone is pointing fingers ....i'm not siding anyone ~
there is no doubt that everyone has their points ....
Ganbatee ne ~ ...minna ~

it's all part of this monochrome life ~ ...

black and white ~ ....

everyone has their problems and hidden sorrows ~

and no one knows that better than you yourselves right ??

lol ...

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owh !! during my 1 hour +++ bus wait...i saw someone ALMOST got hit by a car!!!!!

OMGOMGOMG !!!!

my heart almost fell out !!!

lucky the guy behind the wheels got fast reflexes and jammed the breaks ON time !!!

this guy (walking) just got down from the shuttle bus and walk in front of the bus !

i never do that !! because there is a blind spot there !!!

I mean...if the guy was going like 5 kmph faster ...i would be blogging bout "an accident i saw!!"

I MEAN THE FREKIN' GUY WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE CAR!!!

MIDDLEEEEEE !!

dang! there was like 1/2 an inch between that guy and the Myvi ( with all the bodykit and everything i might add ~)

A SHOUT OUT PPL!!! NEVER CROSS THE ROAD FORM THE FRONT OF A BUS A AFTER COMING OFF IT!!!

and when crossing from the back...be sure to go a little further back ...coz the bus is one big pile of metal and rubber ...it may fall back anytime if the driver isn't alert !! ...

lol...i sound like a naggy old hag ~ ...gomen ~

stay safe ppl !


gosh i wanted to settle in and hit dreamland a little "early" but it's already 1 AM !!!

time flies ! ...

ja....

oyasumi ~

^^

stay genki ~

-Miyuki-




Wednesday, March 3, 2010

#$%^&*(

yup ~ i'm trash after all

but so what ?


nothing more everything less....

is one and treated like one ~

The world is turning into a negative pile of junk ~

ただそれだけ~


I'm tired

I bet everyone is ----tired---

of assignments of work of internship of projects organizing trips ect ect... i know i am

I was so stressed that i got into a "fight" with Aki ~

felt like it since last friday ~

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Anyhooo...a post means there is some sort of complaint...lol go-me-n~

Yup...being a leader kinda sucks when all are on your shoulders ~

i don't know ~

l my parents ,Senpai, Aki, and a friend back in HS who is studying here told me that i'll grow up to be a stronger more experienced person ~

Yeah...this is a trial for me....everything is ~

if i back down from life ..then my parents spent all those years bringing me up for nothing ~

they never expect good results from me or pressure me in anyway ~

and thanks to them my future is secured ~

Senpai who is going through a harder time is always there for me ~

Aki is always there to heal ~

not forgetting the others that cared and tried to pull me out from the dark ~

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I got "Sleep" and is getting WFWH....

CAN I JUST SAY HOW JAW DROPPING WFWH IS !!

i have to admit that their previous albums...well...not so good...i only liked the singles~

Maya & Aiji said ( from what i understand) that this is a new LM.C or somesort...and form their blogs you can see that Aiji and maya were working hard ..they even flew all the way to NYC to get it mastered ~

wonderful wonderholic is just amazing

i'm already in love with [Meteorion ] ....the best song i've herd so far.....i'm saving the best for last ...i haven't heard bokura no mirai ~ ...from the trailer and " rock the party 08'" ending ...i'm guessing that it is a good song..i bet we are all wondering how the electrorock version would turn out to be because we heard the piano instrumental version 2 years ago ~

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oh well enough with my fangirling ~

i have to hit the books for pedagogy ~

wish me luck guys ~

and best of luck to senpai !

and ..YAY...i just got WFWH!!!

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"each day is a gift and not a given right "

Monday, March 1, 2010

~

life isn't fair ~


Can't sleep ~

It is now 2.14 am ...

I'm still awake...

obviously ~

was tossing and turning ~

can't seem to get any shut eye ....

my mind is filled with thoughts ~
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well...today didn't go too well

and i'm coming down with something ~Plus...i need to get some stuff done ~

So i'm taking one class off...heck if its not for the mid-term i'd take the whole day of....

i don't feel like rambling bout this one ....

it just feels like happiness is torn away form me and a bullet hits my chest every now and then ~

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anyways, i stalked senpai's blog XD

and i saw the wish thingy she bought ~

I can;t believe this because i got that as a gift 3 years ago... almost as big as a mineral bottle ~

yappari futago desune ~

i started to write my wish in those rolled up papers and put them back in just to keep myself going...and you know what??...all the wishes came true....

of course you have to write down realistic ones ^^

like how i wanted to get good results in my STPM...

how i wanted to enter local U ~...

how i wanted to get W-inds DVD or VCDs

and finally....how i wanted to learn Japanese ~

all that came true ~

haha...i don't dare to bring it along because i'm scared that it would break ~

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arigatou~ soshite gomennasai

for all that messaged me and was worried .....

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I bet you all wondered why i didn't want to talk, msn ect ect and yet kept it on BUSY ~

i just felt a little lonely , didn't want to talk bout it but just want my present to be known ~

etooo...something like that ......ka na ~ ~

complicated eh ~

hum hum'

i thought so too ~

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totaly random ~


i thought of a thought ,

but the thought that i thought wasn't the thought I thought you thought I thought....

I thought ~

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some mind stuff...it makes sense ( the sentence )! ...read it carefully ...XD it is also a tongue twister Akane came up with ~

I thin i should at least try to sleep....

i'm getting insomnia pretty much every night ~

*sigh*

OHASUMIIIII~~~

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Forgot!!!

Okies...i didn't realize that today is the last day of Chinese New Year!!!!

If senpai didn't update her blog about it then i'd totaly forgot !

Yeah... i haven't talked in a few days now ! SERIOUSLYYY!

that happens when you basically live alone in a room ..lol

That's why i got into an emo phase and basically did nothing at all except stare into my lappy and eating junk !

okies....maybe today i'll use my rice cooker to wip up a steam boat like thingy ~

only...I have to do more work coz i have no chicken stock cubes !

so..i'll have to cook up the stock myself....nyuuu~

let's see what i have....hot dog, a few crab sticks , some frozen nuggets , prawns ...etooo...that's about it....i hope AKI doesn't mind the pitiful dinner ~ haha

Those spending their time at home should appreciate the time they have with their families ^^

I miss home so much now...and i don't dare to call because of the state of my emotion~


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Anywayssss!! today is also Chinese valentine's day ~

and also the last day you can go bai nian

and to collect all those decorations!!....

I was the one putting them up ...haiz...i wish i was home doing all those housework !!

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OKEYY...i have to be more cheerful here ( somehow)

i have lots of studies and shukudai to cover here so ~ ...haiz ~ ....

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let's list them out....

monday...full class day ~...eto ..and sociology mid-term shiken ~

tuesday~....meeting in the morning and class later that day~...plus..have to study for pedagogy...

wenesday...pedagogy mid-term shiken ~

thursday: tireing japanese class followed by pedagogy.....and DAMN! i forgot bout the tutorial logo stuff !!

@#$%^&

guess i'll be missing in action these few days ...gosh i sooo wanna have a break from all these ~

and the weather is so damn hot...
ahhh~..why can't they give us a "summer " break ....

you know.. people living is 4 season regions have natsuyasumi for a very good reason...because its too hot to study ~

haiz...*lifeless*


oh and PLEEEAASSSEEEEEE!!! I JUST WANT SOME PEACE AND QUIET!!

i hate HIGHI PITCHED voice !!

*sigh*


anyways...hope you all have a nice day ^^