Monday, October 11, 2010

extremely random

i guess....I'm not the only one thinking ...."if i were to disappear ..no one cares"

I'm glad i still hava a family back home waiting for me ^^

Today is one of the many convocation days ^^

congrats to all seniors ,,,,

Next year most of my friends will graduate ~

Omedetouuu !

Kinda makes me miss home !


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Some one posted that they are in a love-hate relationship with loneliness

Same here !

probably these feelings don't crawl out as much ...but it actually happens to all of us

I've been battling inner demons these few days ....

I was planning to skip morning class ...but alas ~

I went ...collecting all my will power !

Kinda had an argument with my other self inside !

turns out class was cancelled =_+

i almost died then and there ...since my back was hurting and my leg is still bleeding inside every time i walk or don't keep my leg elevated ....

I guess i'll just fade away today .....

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Good thing about heading out is getting some fresh air ....

I plan to have a fresh start and getting a haircut !

like the first time i did re-bonding and the layers were really short and i could style them !

fresh start ...coz being alone cooped up in the room because of the blood clot issue ....made me kinda frustrated ....

yet kinda relaxing and free !

see...battling against oneself is no easy task !

lucky i don't have severe multiple personality disorder !

well to sort it out ....

my interest in music shows the 2 sides of me

lets say ...

YUI

and

LM.C

now you do the math !

see how different these two are ...and how hard it is


it's not me Against the world

Its me against myself ....

the hardest battle ever we can fight !

our de-motivation VS our will power !