I feel mellow now . It's one of those days where I feel that life is full of surprises . You know...when you wake up early to get a fresh start~ And you feel the cooling air and drink a cup of coffee or hot milo.The weather reflect otherwise .... gloomy with a little drops of rain barley noticeable.haha
Well 2010 wasn't my best year ~
Many things happened ~
However this year will be a fresh start !
I feel well ..haha... FRESH !
LIFE can throw basically anything at us !...what we need is a heavy dose of faith ...and also a new perspective ~
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I want this year to be different in a sense where i enjoy studying ! When else can you have a 4 month long holiday without a worry?
I have basically over a year left as a student ...i want to make it memorable !
I don't wanna be "angry" at everything that happens ..rather "embrace" them and work my way around it .
I know there are times that i push myself to a corner and make myself feel bad about the things that i have done and did not do .but that i have to change.
They say Rome isn't built in one day ! Building a new habit in one day isn't either!well, killing bad habits and personality takes AGES !
But ah ~ there is hope ...coz we CAN change ! I wanna change ... There is a part of me that i'm changing slowly ~ Well it all came back the other day back at home and it reminds me how tough it actually is to cut an entire weakness out of you!
Slowly but surely i wanna chip of my weaknesses and build up from there onwards~
Gonna be a tough ride ...but i'm positive ! I change this part of me ....good things will come ! I changed a little ....and good things already come in a 10X fold ...
lol ..is this a New Year's resolution? I wouldn't call it that ! because i started this last year and I'm gonna wipe that "dirt" away for good!! * wipe wipe*
Anyway dear readers , as late as it is ..i still wish you all HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!
Weather you are feeling isolated , alone , like a failure, useless to society....believe me ...those are only FEELINGS !
people do care , people do notice ! no one is invincible! you are very valuable to a certain someone ! you just never noticed it !
at this age you get into the biggest fights with the people you care most !
Remember that every problem can be solved ! Just have faith and hope !
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