Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Please don't say you are LAZY

If you know K-on then you'd understand
XD


"please don't say you are lazy...coz in fact you are only crazy "

so...we are "lazy" and in reality crazy???!!

yeah~

in a really frustrating mood today ~

can't study or sleep !!!

i stay awake pretty much the whole night ~

my sleeping time is like 9pm or 10 pm ~

and wake up automatically at 11 pm...( not able to sleep back)

and i stay awake ~ ( still very exhausted mentally)

then try to sleep again ...but ...STILL awake till 5 am and i open my lappy till 6.30...strum a little ...and get sleepy at 9-8am ~

i'm able to sleep till 1 pm ...wake up ~ bathe ...ect ect ~

this is exhausting!!!!

help !

anyhoo gotta sleep a little then stay awake going through notes last minute :p


ganbarimasu !!


Monday, May 3, 2010

new life ~....live life today ~

dream of dad again ~

sigh ~

Kinda ...nanka ~ sabishi...

anyhooo ~

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currently ...many ppl are down with the "end of the world " issue??

yeah !


i guess ...but you know...i'm not ~


live life today ...to the fullest ...

don't let some person saying some stuff or 2012 bring you down ~

life has to end one way or another

we come from ash and must return to ash ~

but our soul will never die~

-____

i drem't of dad ...and had a small conversation with him....

i asked him a few stuff ~

and got odd answers haha

but the best thing i asked is .." are you in heaven?"

he said ...yeah ~

and i asked how it's like ...haha

i got an odd answer..and something about many "ppl" being there ~

angels that is ..i assume ~

it was kinda scary at first ..i was alone at night at home ~

and i heard voices ...
went upstairs and saw something like a white plastic flashed into my dad's room ~

then my heart went Da pump da bump ....and baM!

Dad was there ...waring his Pj's ...and eating Ping posng cream crackers...0_0 ..the packed one ~

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daate~ live life to the fullest !

enjoy what you have ...weather is having fun with family or friends ....

or even kicking back...relaxing and listening to Japanese music over a cup of iced green tea ~
on a hot sunny day ( like me XD)


^^


no worries ..coz everything is planned to the best for us~

i'm sure of it ~

kitto daijobu~

i doubt there will be a world war 3

and if there should be ~

well i might be called ..coz i was in NS...

possibility is really low ~

and yeah...no "3 attempted assasination of 3 leaders"

artice was 2008....Indonesia ..no crisis throughout 2009!


so ~

senpai...daijobu yo.. .^^

kitto...we will have a chance to find Bf..lol..and also a bassist
, a drummer and ...probably another guitarist ^^ ~

stay genki ^^ ~

if it happens it happens ~

you can't do anything to stop it and you are not sure what will happen in the future ...so just do what you can ...and live life as it is at the same time ...to the fullest !

cheer up !


^^ i'll always be here when you need me ~