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I'm still trying to recover from travel sickness.
Plus, it's not easy to come out of an emo phase after a rocky 9 months or so.
Yup, it all started around the middle of last year when so may things happened at the same time ~
The trip was a recovery trip i guess.
Coz i get to forget all the pain ( even with the crisis that happened at home)
i was depressed during the visit to Bintulu port.
Recovery was kinda easy with people around i guess.
Now i'm trying to change ~
But it's hard ~
I guess this past 9 months ...i was looming in a black hole ~
I'm trying to keep positive ~lol
But currently...there is no one here to push or pressure me to do my work...hence i'm slaking ~
MOOOOOOO~
Maybe i can be excused today because i'm not in tip top shape (health wise )
I'm still dizzy and having nausea because of the trip~
I'm not sure why but my travel sickness kicks in AFTER a trip and not during...
I need like 3-4 days of well balanced diet and sleep to recover ~
I guess i should have just slept all through sunday ~
but i had lots to do ~
T__________T
my hair is falling off ~
It happens when i'm facing stress , pressure and also unbalanced eating patterns ~
And also when the cold sweat starts ~
oh well, i'm planning to cut it short ~
I guess its some sort of "telling"
Like " something happened to me and i'm cutting my hair to show it"
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i'm starting to blog with a little engrish lol ( no idea why)
it's also a way to stay out of trouble ~
plus ~
The weather is hot ~
well see this Friday ~
hair will aways grow back ~
Like how happiness emerge after a rocky road
I guess i'll have to face a really rocky road ahead ~
I hope that we can hold hands and look into the future with a smile ~
I'm sorry for all the pain i caused to the ones i love ~
now change must take place
or shall i say....
I should grow up and forget my childish self ~
its hard saying goodbye to my old self...
i'm in the middle ~
pray
so that i can one day break out of this ~
I need prayers and blessings form all of you my dear readers
^^
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It has actually been 3 years since Aiji quit smoking and he is totally free from it !
13 March ! remember that as Aiji's quit smoking anniversary ~
Other that Maya is organizing an overseas album listening event for all 3 released albums,
27th March 2010 ( saturday)
Super Glitter Loud Box
Gimmical Impact
and
WOnderful Wonderholic
Starting at 11pm Japan time (10 PM here ) with Super Glitter Loud Box
followed by 12am with Gimmical Impact (11pm M'sia)
and Finally !! WFWH at 1am (midnight )
ohhh~
How i wish i have other friends here who loves LM.C... then i can host a party or something ~
anyways
anyone interested in joining this even with Maya and the fans from all over the world ...let me know ~
i can share the album ~
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I just wanna sleep my worries ...
But i will just wake up with more to face
so with your help
I'm gonna face them HEAD ON !
Love ya'll
-miyuki-
