Konichiwa ~
First of all
before anything
Just saw a disappointing post in FB !
and it's not senpai ~
Senpai's emoness is like Low level compared to what i just red ~
I have to admit ~ ...being EMO is not something you don;t want to be at times ( which some people don't get ...aka Akane )...
but it seems to me like an explosion saying " COME AND PITY ME IM SAD" it;s a little overdone
you rather die ? well it;s common to say "i wanna die" or "i wanna fade away"
saying you'd rather have a bad illness is plain SELFISH !
for once people !
think about what you have !!!
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sigh ...anyway
yeah ...i'm not very much myself these days
lol...i do things the last minute and pulled all nighters all week !
when you are not a coffee drinker ...it can have a big side effect!
well monday's paper was a success ...( i can say that)
But tuesday's paper was a huge dissapointment !
I really really tried my best !!!
but unfortunately i have to learn the hard way that things sometimes just don't go the way you expect it to go !
Sulking and regretting won't get me anywhere ~
So i'm moving on to the next 4 papers ^^
GANBAROU!
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About the coffee?
yeah withnin 2 days i downed 3 cups of coffee ...
yeah ...it's like a drug to me ~
yes it keeps me awake and studying ...but everything else become chaos !
it's like coffee hangover !! @_@
i studied 6-7 hours straight !
and when i got to the test ..there were so many different types of curve that i can't rememer which which !
then yesterday !
it's either coffee hangover or some kind of effects for pulling all nighters !
My body shut down completely!! even till this morning !
no energy not even will power !
i didn't have my shot of coffee yesterday coz i slept the whole day !
But this morning i just cant take it anymore !!!
i was having some kind of flu..been sneezing and dizzy ( still dizzy !!)
and my appetite is low !
so i drank another cup...flet better after that ...but the side effects will come soon !
NO MORE COFFEE TODAY OR TOMORROW ~~
i hope i can resist myself !
coffee hangover isn't nice with me ~
my "putar belit" blog post confirms this @_@
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maaaaaa
i neeed to get some rest so i can continue to study !
Monday's paper is EVIL!!!!!! EVIL I TELL YOU !!!
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Hugs and kisses to senpai !
Kinzoku ! ..we'll defenately do that some day ♥
or even go to an ALICE NINE tour togeather !
OR if possible ....( quite impossible ) but still ...not a big fan ot The Gazette ...but ...if they really come here ! i don't mind opening my ears to a little more heavy guitar riff just to see senpai ! ^^
