I'm not a robot ~
People are pushing me to the brink...
"sorry... i have no choice but to 'push' you like that"
Can anyone explain that to me??
It sounds like I didn't do anything at all....
Well...for me...i define that as " please come faster no matter what because i just want to get these burden and RESPONSIBILITY off my damn shoulder"
oh well...
I'm not trying to complain ...but all i ask is just to give me a break!
i woke up damn early to catch the bus ....made an appointment , sent the urgent message , and called ...arranged everything....
Lecturer isnt there so off you go to class.... I sat to rush my shukudai ~
caught one stray ...moping the floor with excuses ~
Okies ~..then upon leading a friend to the room i just went to...found the person i was supposed to meet ~
got a lecture bout soft skills ~
then had to walk very far to get to the 11 am class...which ended at 1.30
walked all the way to the library and laid down my bag ( 2 pm)...upon ordering lunch ~
got a message saying i should basically rush to them!
they had to push the burden ~
rushed and was able to finish my lunch in 10 minutes or so ...
basically rushed to my faculty ....
and yeah ....
then i rushed to class at 3pm..i was supposed to present ! but thankfully, lecturer didn't make it ~
i guess stress can make you sick ~
the rush caused indigestion and i'm having nausea~....
All i want to say is...i have my limits...
the word "sorry" is not for me...it is just so you can rid yourself of that guilty felling of yours ~
tada sore dake ~
