Mission failed pfftt

Tea and bored ...not going well

haha

the plan to trick someone failed ...pfft

but tanoshikaata desu

gomen emi-chan

XD

LM.C

etoo ~

ano

sono ~

FFFUUuufffffhhhhhhh *cries*

Really "gan dong" ...what is that in english again??...ouhhhh i can't think!!

yes! touched ~

really really touched

haha...nuf said ~

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eto ~

LM.C is touring around Germany touching the hearts of many and also finding out how much music can break barriers of language ~

Maya and Aiji...

are on a journey

and so are we ...

each and everyone of us dear readers ~

each and every single one of us have struggled to be where we are today and we must continue to hold hands and pierce into the future ..FULL THROTTLE !!

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Lyrics are out ~ you can now click the link at my sidebar to view translations ~

fu ~ my rough translations were right >______< ... luckily ~

and yeah...like i said ..the last 3 songs , Meteorion , Bokura no Mirai (Our Future) and Wonderful Wonder world ....we all can relate to that song...

I want to share these 3 songs with all of you...because it holds deep meaning for me and LM.C * Teamers all over the world ...

it is better than commercialized artist ..i don't wanna mention who or what song ...

But don't you think that songs ( esp english ones) are too meaningless and not our culture ?

let me tell you that even though LM.C dresses that way...they put a lot of effort and heart to write songs that would break down barriers ~ culture and language ~

these 3 songs are everything that i love

...listen to the flow of music and also the heartfelt effort put into these 3 songs

if you can feel that ... you are as passionate to music as i am ~

BTW...in case you haven't notice ~ LM.C is no where near heavy metal...haha

more towards pop-rock, electro rock and also J-pop ~

have a listen ~

you might be amazed ~

^^

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p/s: might post about life later XD

need to bask in WFWH and relax for a little ~

jya matta ne ~

-Miyuki-

News from Maya!!! Ieeehhhhyyyiiihhh ---No electricity?? ----last assignment struggle ~ YEaaeeehhhhheeehhh!!

Warning: first part is all fangirling ...lol

*Sa ..YARODOMO!! JuNbIwA IIIIIIIKAAAAAA!!!!???

KIIIIKOOOEEEENAIIIII!!!

YEEEAHHHHEEEEHHHHH

yeahhh eahhhhhhhiiiii

*_______________________________________*

chyoooto....

=_=

=/\=

sumimasen...the Maya in me escaped ....

Should be more cool calm and collected like Aki-san

lol

I get over excited since i heard of Maya in Moscow Russia ~

Stay genki guys ~

Ahhh...speaking of which..today is their Live in Hamburg (Germany)

ganbaate kudasai !

AHHHH

and you know...their Drummer this tour is not Death-o-san

GET THIS...their drummer is YUYA!!

XD

Guzen??

Aiji real name is Shinji...Shido's Guitarist - Shinji

Masahito and Masao ..lol ( vocals)

NOW!!

Yuuya (Shido's Drummer) and LM.C member-tachi on drum ...= YUYA!!

I thought i heard it wrongly from the Live ...pfftt~

LM.C's back up on bass is Akihito...pfftt...just kidding...

it's Ken-chan...( ehh! chan??!!) lol...but i miss Hiko ~ somehow

LM.C's backup on Keyboard is still Jun- san ^^

Rock on guys ~

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OWh...

Maya posted somthing before they went and after the Album listening event !!

haha

he called it a cheapo thingy ...but it was fun with all teamers all over the world ~

He wanted us to post pre-tour resolutions ...

haha

unfortunately i was busy that week ..so i didn't post any resolutions ~

HERE is Maya's post

well

Like Aiji- san said , Maya's lyrics writing is getting better ....

Proof is Meteorion and Bokura no mirai ...not forgetting Wornderful Wonder World...

these 3 songs hold a great deal of meaning and motivates ...(if you have basic knowledge of japanese you'd know)

Like Maya said ...this album is "wakariyasui "...easy to understand ~ ^^

okeis ...enough of my fangirling hehe

p/s : i have no idea why i call Maya so informally and yet i call Shinji Aiji-SAN...it's wored when say Maya -san...but not when i call Aiji-san ...=_=''' some refer to Aiji-san as Aiji -SAMA

0_______o.....

oh well ^^

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Tomorrow will be Japanese individual presentation...

and also the showing of our Japanese mini Movie assignment ~

then...since i heard that there will be no electricity ...i asked Miwako -chan if we would go see a movie to spend the day ^^

I'd be super dark and stuffy in my room w/o light and the fan so ~

hehe ~

anyone want's to join??

after tomorrow..all assignment stress will be taken off !! yeahhheeeii yeai yeaiiiii (Maya's MC cry !)

Confession to someone ....

I....

I....

watashi......

etooo~

ano~

sono~

*twiches*

YES I HAD TEA TODAYYYYYY!!!!

*fails*

*wacked by emi-chan *

but not yesterday...haha

my head hurts today...so i have to take a dose XD~

sa

before i sign off and head to bed ~

gomenneh (sorry)

for the fangirling XD

better than an emo post right??

I'm starting to see things at a brighter side ~

isn't easy...but when you look around ..people really do care ...

I keep a reminder at the door T____T to remind me bout my mistake ...

getting mad emo and crying wont get you anywhere...remember that ^^

Love you all ...

* hugs and kisses*

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Senpai...get well soon...now is "sick" season since the weather is changing constantly ~

everyone..please stay healthy ....

the flu-cough-fever season is kicking in....Akane nee san is also having flu ~

drink plenty of water guys ~

i'm starting to feel the virus coming !! ...

Senpai pass to Mao ...Mao pass to Aki...Aki pass to me ...+_=

@@

ahhh

hai hai...

korede ..owarimasu

stay genki minna

will save the YUI "cosplay" pics for my next entry ^^

jya...

Matta ne ~

YEAHHHHiiiii

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* Are you ready rascals !!

Surreal dream...PC braking down !! YUI cosplay??

Yiiiia ho0o0o0o0o0!

dareka imasuka??

* very random*

Anyways...

last night ~ it was cool...suzushi desu ~

so i used the blanket ....XD

felt really ...eto...comfy and all

guess that and after getting a "stare" from Mao- san..made me dream bout Mao and Aki

0______________0

and in the dream...Mao is my brother *________________*

Aki is somehow living with us and....

he is spying on Mao or something

=_="" pretty wired dream ...

can't remember the details ...and i won't sat the ones i remember ..lol

because it's too wired ~

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anyhoo~

My sugar level was at high yesterday....

fortuntely ...there was no headbangging ~

Just crazy webcam stuff with a friend XD

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My PC is starting to break down

Again...the desktop was blank and SUPERantyspyware was dying on me and making things worse

somehow i managed to fix the glitch for Microsoftwords ~

unfortunately...many files have gone to the grave~

oh well ~..at least the PC is still running T_____________T

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um....you guys might find me a little out of character today???

maybe a little too *high tensyon * yesterday before the presentation thingy ~

now all that is left is Japanese assignments ~

APK final report

and the redo of the Marketing report ~...

( VIRUS NO BAKA)

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speaking of virus ...

Senpai~...

mou daijobudesuka?

hope you get well soon...

Mao told me that you are still coughing desu T^T

get well soon ne ~

Aki got back safely ^_^

_______

YUI cosplay??

if people can cosplay Maya and Aiji-san

then i can cosplay YUI..lol

i'll leave that for my next post ne ~

too tired to blog any longer ~

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tsugi no bulogu wa ~...shiken to YUI no hanashi...ahhh! soshi te ...SIDo no singuru ririsu ~

TANOSHIMIIII!

jya ~

matta ne ~

otsukaresama deshita minna ^^

The semester ending

Ahhhhh...

long time since i blogged ~

Last week was high tension week desukara ~

I should probably stop using random Japanese ~

XD

Anyhooo~

there was one point where i snapped...

which left my heart with a scar...

but let's forget the bad stuff shall we ??

_______________

So ...

all in all

there is always the ups and downs...

Hmmm...

I was in a daze the whole time so ...everything seems blank...XD

but overall...i learn how painful it gets when you get sad and angry for little things

i didn't just scrape my knees

i got a few bullets in my heart

and I myself pulled the trigger

i guess my own version of "immunity" isn't achieved yet

I'm trying to snap out of it ~

^^

the good stuff was

XD

Bintulu trip

there was the bus ride and the "little" heart breaking stuff at home ~

but it was a really relaxing trip

there was the motion sickness for the first week after that...=_+

then earth Hour and LM.C album listening event!!

HERE is what Aiji said after the event ^^

Maya thought it up so ~

of course there is the "marketing" side to encourage people to buy the albums XDXD

was fun though~

Thank you Miss...for the trip

and thank you Maya ...for bringing the LM.C world together ~ ^^

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JAPANESE FILMING AND RAINNNN

okey...

since there are people in my group that are passionate bout filming ~

our project is gonna be in HD

XD

i know i'd turn up looking silly and stupid

XD

but who cares right ??

there was a time when i laughed my head off because little miss sunshine there did a funny mistake when filming the 4 of us ...she let out a * swoshhhh* sound when filming a 2- 3 second scene showing the 4 of us looking at the flight of stairs....

we heard a * swooshhh*

upon hearing it ....one of us went " what's with the 'swoosh'??!!"

she didn't realize it herself until the vid was replayed !!

it was my first good laugh the whole semester !!!

lol...

Ling lee - san and director sama at the right ^^

quick self pic XD

Readyyyy!! Action!

ahhh no pic of little miss sunshine XD

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ahhh

el Nino is finally easing out as reported by The Star ~

* sings W-inds feat G-dragon song..* "Ruuuaaaaaaiinnnn isssssuuu faaaaaaalllinggg over you and me-ee"

YUI's " namidairo " feel XD

wearing a jacket for the first time in ages !

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guess that's all from me and my 2mp cam ~

accidently set it to small...but...oh well XD

matta ne ~

Is everyone enjoying the album??

WOoooo HOooooo

Nothing like LM.C after Earth Hour ~

First up is Super Glitter Loud Box...

Maya and Aiji ...and the whole Team * LM.C gang are tuning in~

So teamers-tachi ....Lets have a CraZy Album listening EVENTTT!

i'm at Loud Mucker Complex now !!! hope it is in sync with you teamers !!

* now at my fav song in SGLB : Oh My Juliet ~*

^^

too bad i can't host a party at this late hour ne ~

*sings : dousurebaAAAA negai wa kanauuuuu~*

Rock on ~

All stress and worries will be turned into stardust ~

ROck on guys !

despite the hard times ...if you keep positive and find the least bit of happiness ...it will always turn out to be a beautiful day !!

Peace out !!!

Miyuki~

owh...if you missed out on SUper Glitter Loud box, you can tune in to Gimmical Impact at 11pm ...then it's my absolute FAV album on at 12 AM ~

rock the LM.C!!

busy ~ last minute adjustments ~

sigh ~

So ~

I was supposed to do Japanese filming rehearsals with the group today...

But something came up in pedagogy =_=...

citation and examples plus e-learning???

help !

_________________

Tonight is Earth hour day ~

8.30 pm local time

then i'll be tuning in starting at 10 pm for the album listening event ~

sigh~

so ~

what am i gonna do for the hour

i'll be alone so ~

light a candle and strum my guitar maybe ?

i have to be careful with lighting my candle !!!

XD

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I guess that's about it ^^

assignments are keeping me occupied and well

the stress and emo-ness is slowly disappearing

hopefully ~

Crying ~

I guess ...it's like smoking ~

Crying ....

Or even worse ~

Aiji mentioned that " other than the mental bit, smoking is not good to ones health"

I guess crying is like that~

Being a girl that cry a lot ( and i mean A LOT), i came to realize something...

When i cry ...i hurt myself, and i hurt the ones who care about me ~

Crying has been my way of running away from my worries and self pitying~

I have been running away for a few days now ~

Not wanting to face the world ~

yeah

I said i'd face it head on ...but it seems that something is holding me back ~

I'm tired of myself ..and the image i created for myself ~

I use to hide behind someone ~

Now that someone is gone~

I don't wanna be outstanding ~

I want to hide forever ~

And do the things i'm great at ~

Sore dake de ii ~

__________

I guess i'm partly sick because of the state of my mind

I admit...i ran away today ~

But ...

all i can do is face it....

I never could face things ....

__________

i haven't cried since friday ~

haha~ that really broke my heart ~

I'm not sure what happened ....

but yeah ~

I kept thinking ....why me ~

_______

Sigh ~

I'll try my best to break out of this emo phase ~

I HAVE TO !

i'm not in it but i'm not out yet ~

so it feels kinda strange ~

__________

Change ~

I think i should change myself....

dou?

I'm still trying to recover from travel sickness.

Plus, it's not easy to come out of an emo phase after a rocky 9 months or so.

Yup, it all started around the middle of last year when so may things happened at the same time ~

The trip was a recovery trip i guess.

Coz i get to forget all the pain ( even with the crisis that happened at home)

i was depressed during the visit to Bintulu port.

Recovery was kinda easy with people around i guess.

Now i'm trying to change ~

But it's hard ~

I guess this past 9 months ...i was looming in a black hole ~

I'm trying to keep positive ~lol

But currently...there is no one here to push or pressure me to do my work...hence i'm slaking ~

MOOOOOOO~

Maybe i can be excused today because i'm not in tip top shape (health wise )

I'm still dizzy and having nausea because of the trip~

I'm not sure why but my travel sickness kicks in AFTER a trip and not during...

I need like 3-4 days of well balanced diet and sleep to recover ~

I guess i should have just slept all through sunday ~

but i had lots to do ~

T__________T

my hair is falling off ~

It happens when i'm facing stress , pressure and also unbalanced eating patterns ~

And also when the cold sweat starts ~

oh well, i'm planning to cut it short ~

I guess its some sort of "telling"

Like " something happened to me and i'm cutting my hair to show it"

=_=||

i'm starting to blog with a little engrish lol ( no idea why)

it's also a way to stay out of trouble ~

plus ~

The weather is hot ~

well see this Friday ~

hair will aways grow back ~

Like how happiness emerge after a rocky road

I guess i'll have to face a really rocky road ahead ~

I hope that we can hold hands and look into the future with a smile ~

I'm sorry for all the pain i caused to the ones i love ~

now change must take place

or shall i say....

I should grow up and forget my childish self ~

its hard saying goodbye to my old self...

i'm in the middle ~

pray

so that i can one day break out of this ~

I need prayers and blessings form all of you my dear readers

^^

_____________________

It has actually been 3 years since Aiji quit smoking and he is totally free from it !

13 March ! remember that as Aiji's quit smoking anniversary ~

Other that Maya is organizing an overseas album listening event for all 3 released albums,

27th March 2010 ( saturday)

Super Glitter Loud Box

Gimmical Impact

and

WOnderful Wonderholic

Starting at 11pm Japan time (10 PM here ) with Super Glitter Loud Box

followed by 12am with Gimmical Impact (11pm M'sia)

and Finally !! WFWH at 1am (midnight )

ohhh~

How i wish i have other friends here who loves LM.C... then i can host a party or something ~

anyways

anyone interested in joining this even with Maya and the fans from all over the world ...let me know ~

i can share the album ~

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I just wanna sleep my worries ...

But i will just wake up with more to face

so with your help

I'm gonna face them HEAD ON !

Love ya'll

-miyuki-

many things happened...the trip taught me a lot ~

Ohisashiburi da ne ~

Long time i haven't update my entry ~

well, that's because i was away on a study trip~ ...

It is more like an away trip and a time to bond with my fellow coursemates...

I got to know them better ~

Many good and bad things happened...

And i finally see and i hope that i continue to see ...that all things happen for a reason ...

and all we have to do is leave it in his hands ...

I have to admit that i'm not a girl that is faithful or really holy, i seldom say grace and all...

I think i should start ^^

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We went from KK to Miri as a pit stop (aprox: 12 hours )...and took the coastal road to bintulu (about 3 hours )'

same routine for the way back here ~

so in total 2 nights stay at Miri and 1 night stay at Bintulu ~

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Sigh ~

I saw first hand how my loved ones are dealing with the "crisis"

Yes ...something sad happened ....it broke my heart~

and my camera T___T

I was mad with what happened and couldn't control my emotions ....

Everyone knows that i did nothing wrong ~

I try to forgive

but it's hard to control what i feel....you hate because you love ~

A mixture of complicated feelings ~

All is forgiven ~

But what is to forgive?

From his point of view , i'm the guilty party ~

oh well...i guess this is where the "forgive and forget" part takes it's place

maybe it is a sign to show me that i was ( and probably still) weak ...

and that what i'm facing here is nothing compared to what others are facing~

I should be grateful ....and try to take stress as a secs of accomplishment ~

I want to be more mature ~

stronger

at heart and at soul ~

I will smile ...even if i don;t deserve happiness ....

i will be strong for the sake of my loved ones and friends who is here for me ~

^^

i now see it....

Emoness= excessive expression of depression and self pity ~

It hurts right?

when you read this...

because deep inside ...you know it is true ~ and then you start to find excuses and reason it out ~

saying that "my life sucks" ..." i have nothing to look forward to"

but in truth... i was making myself worse ...and that is why people have been avoiding me ~

if you stand up and realize how much this world has to give , then , no matter how hard life gets , you can still love yourself and your life ~

every single thing happen for a reason ....and if you try to find it...you will see that light ~

so my dearly beloved readers...it may be work stress, family , love , studies , assignments or whatever that is getting in the way of your happiness...find the reason behind all that...and you will feel how wonderful your life really is ~

Each and everyone of us is born for a reason ~

find that reason ...and live life to the fullest ~

peace out ! ^^V

HOOOOO!!! Gonna be positive~

I learn a lesson the hard way~

I just discovered that ..well ...i forgot who i was ...

I was selfish and punishing not only myslef ..but also the ones who care about me ~

I didn't realize how much i'm loved ~

I kept thinking that the world is a dark place and my presence is not noticed !

And WHAT???!! i have been listening to em positive songs ...but not seeing the true meaning behind it !


YES!


I learn a lesson and i learnt it the hard way....

I hurt myself...and most importantly those close and dear to me ~

BIG HUGS AND KISSES

and a THOUSAND apologies to all that were trying to knock senses into me ~

-/\-

gomen ~

ima kara....ganbarimasu

tsuyoku nareru !

WATCH OUT WORLD!!

MIYUKI IS BACK!

In Uny ..bolgging...safe ka na~??

lol..yup...i have been in uny since early morning desu .

Somehow..because of some function or something ...there was no bus...i had to ask my landlady to take me to uny...ahhh...caused her to get stuck in traffic...GOMENNASAIII!!

anyways...Late for class....=_="" again...AGAIN * sings YUI's song*

_________

Gomenneh...i was missing in action for the past few days ....

If I was bloggging then this page would be full of junk and emoness...

Hmmm.. turns out people make up so many excuses for being "sick"

Cold sweat can be deadly...lol

yup...since i was having those the past few days ...i looked it up just for the fun of it...

those who chatted with me on msn might know...i was feeling nausea ...sweating and all

lol

look it up and it seems like you can see the doctor for that...pffttt~

Now that i'm out of the emo phase ...it's funny !! deshyo

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Ahhh...come to think of it...is it safe to blog here...i mean ...well the PC here are full of viruses...

A dead end for thumbdrives!! lol

=_=""

my sentences are all over the place...

anyhooo~

I'm supposed to be busy the whole day ...but sociology got cancelled and it's too hot to head home ( plus ..i'm tired of the bus wait ) so here i am...blogging in the computer lab...

___________

ahh...i need to apologize to those that caught me on MSN this weekend ...

yup...my brain wasn't working...=_=

GOMENNNN!

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love you all

p/s: will be away for a project trip from wed onwards ....

will come back with pics and all....AHHH... and i get to see my grandparents after a loooooonggg time !!! Yatta !

ja matta ne ~...

-miyuki-

So stressed out that i'm sick ~

You know ~ ...

I'm not a robot ~

People are pushing me to the brink...

"sorry... i have no choice but to 'push' you like that"

Can anyone explain that to me??

It sounds like I didn't do anything at all....

Well...for me...i define that as " please come faster no matter what because i just want to get these burden and RESPONSIBILITY off my damn shoulder"

oh well...

I'm not trying to complain ...but all i ask is just to give me a break!

i woke up damn early to catch the bus ....made an appointment , sent the urgent message , and called ...arranged everything....

Lecturer isnt there so off you go to class.... I sat to rush my shukudai ~

caught one stray ...moping the floor with excuses ~

Okies ~..then upon leading a friend to the room i just went to...found the person i was supposed to meet ~

got a lecture bout soft skills ~

then had to walk very far to get to the 11 am class...which ended at 1.30

walked all the way to the library and laid down my bag ( 2 pm)...upon ordering lunch ~

got a message saying i should basically rush to them!

they had to push the burden ~

rushed and was able to finish my lunch in 10 minutes or so ...

basically rushed to my faculty ....

and yeah ....

then i rushed to class at 3pm..i was supposed to present ! but thankfully, lecturer didn't make it ~

i guess stress can make you sick ~

the rush caused indigestion and i'm having nausea~....

All i want to say is...i have my limits...

the word "sorry" is not for me...it is just so you can rid yourself of that guilty felling of yours ~

tada sore dake ~

A little of everything ~

OKIESSSS!!

Today was down right tough ! Morning was like hell !

Like i said the bus episodes these days are like @#$%^&*

I was late for stuff since tuesday !

the bus waits have gotten worse ~

>_<>

i waited till 10.30!!! which was really worrying coz we have to be in the exam hall by 11 am!!

I was sobbing and all because i basically ran out of options ~

Until i called someone who could take me there ~

the moment i got there i got a reply from a message i sent about the bus problem =_+....

Arigatou ne ~ tasukata ~!!

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after a gut wrenching exam, i went to pass up the proposal..turns out that my supervisor didn't know that she was supervising ~

so ~

she called my member and asked ...: what is APK??

oh well ..=_+

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went to the Korean restaurant again ~

=3=

7.2 mp cam

TAAADAAAAA!

so nice ~

still the egg tofu thing is the best !

but no potato noddles!

you all have to at least try that once!!

Kyo ~ tabesugi desu~ ...+_+

got plenty of stuff done ~ except ...i didn't get to go to the music store for the metal pick ~

but i had fun and exercise !!

it was really hot todayyy!!

ahh

i went to popular and found some picks!! ...

no thick ones but the soft thin ones !!....

made one into a necklace ~

samsung cam *

YAY

wearing it with my cross and "key of freedom"

talk bout 3 in 1 lol ~

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.....i want to learn guitar PROPERLY!..by ear !!!!

nyu ~

anyone please teach me ~

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overall it's a tiering but happy day...

the whole week???

stressful, hot and exhausting ~

T^T

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UNy life ..the best and worst 4 years of ones life ~

First of all....good news...yup ...more like a miracle ~

For those of you our there who know about "that" and the trials i'm going through because of that ...there is good news ~

a "miracle"...all are surprised ~

so i'm happy ~

yes ..i can finally admit that and really feel that i'm happy ~

yes.... we have to have trust and faith in Him ~

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Okeies...

where can i start ~

lol

yes ...today ..i had the worse bus episode everrrrrrr~~

FRUSTRATING ~

and it's funny ...now that i think of it ~

well i missed the bus and i thought i would catch up to it if i crossed the road and because the traffic was holding the bus back....

my bad !!

I ran after it until the BRIDGEEEEEEE!!

can you imagine how far i ran ...and i wasn't able to get on =_+... i planned to walk all the way to uny but was too exhausted ~ so i walked all the way back to the bus stop ~...zuzuzuzu

and my newly bought umbrella is a wreck ...*sigh*

had a meeting after that bus episode ~ lol

and its Japanese project...our debut as actors...lol...

we were so HIGH ! trying to come up with an interesting story and plot to write and act out ~

will let you all know how it turned out XD....

this is gonna be fun ~

and the Director ...my Japanese classmate ....asked me to do some guitar sound for it..so it's AKI's debut too !!

haha

oh...as you know..i had to replace class tonight ~

i was about to get worried when the bus came ~

and i was the only one on it till halfway when a bunch of soccer guys got on..and one was "disturbing" me ...asking me my name and for my phone number ...dang +_=""

i just kept quiet at first ...but talked a little ~

they are from another uny i guess ~

they got off at the main road ~

I was the ONLY one walking back from the bus stop !!

and there was a car stopping on the other side of the road saying something out loud ...I RUSHED HOME ~

nyuuu ~

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gyahhh... this is a busy week ne ~

and i have a big load of clothing to wash !! i was too busy to wash it !!! so +_=

so tired ~

well i guess everyone is ~

......

Wish you all luck with mid-terms and work ~

i know how hard life can get ~

but still staying strong ~

Love you all

stay genki

-Miyuki-

Many trials ..but still strong...the energy from a song can keep you going ^^

Yes...

where can i start...

well i missed the bus this morning and have to replace class tomorrow night...FRIDAY NIGHT!

but well ~

I don't know ...i think Maya's words are pushing me ~

I know my Japanese is not that good...but i can understand the meaning of Maya's words in Bokura no Mirai ( Our future)

As you can see ~ ...the title itself is motivating ...

I was anticipating this song ...because the tune is actually played out in a sentimental tune as an ending song for...well...i did explain didn't I ( read previous blog XD) ...haha

I know ~ ...it's something that would make me feel my heartbeat ~

andbroughtmetotears

yes ~ ..makes me think back of all the tears we shed back there the wiped ones ^^~ ...

I still have a long way to go...but i have come too far to give up now ~

FOR OUR FUTURE ....for my dream ~

Aiji was right ~

i'd spam my blog if i told you all the meaning !

simple japanese ~

Anyone having basic understanding of japanese would understand this song !

Maya is telling us that we have gone through so much and the the dreams and future we are looking forward is near ~

we all can relate to that song right ??

like ..i've seen post on FB ...everyone was emo , tired , frustrated , angry ....

this song came into the picture at the right time ~

thanks Maya & Aiji....

there you go ~ the song

bokura no mirai preview

yeah ..kanji and romaji is there so ...^^

stay motivated all ^^

I don't have to go through translations to know that "meteorion " and "it's a wonderful wonderworld " to know that they too are motivating songs ~ ^^

Wonderful wonderholic is just wonderful ~

enjoy the concert guys ~

hope they stop here someday ~ ^^

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ahhh..i'm so absorbed in this song that i can't think !!!! lol

* happy feeling*

makes me happy even though so much problems aren't solved ~

Happy ....

this word is finally back in my life ~ ...

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Anyways ....

I'm having problems making an appointment with my supervisor ~

how?....

we went there about6 to 7 times ...still no one ~

um ~ mid- terms are here~

assignments ~

the trip ~ ...( miss-communications)

everyone is pointing fingers ....i'm not siding anyone ~

there is no doubt that everyone has their points ....

Ganbatee ne ~ ...minna ~

it's all part of this monochrome life ~ ...

black and white ~ ....

everyone has their problems and hidden sorrows ~

and no one knows that better than you yourselves right ??

lol ...

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owh !! during my 1 hour +++ bus wait...i saw someone ALMOST got hit by a car!!!!!

OMGOMGOMG !!!!

my heart almost fell out !!!

lucky the guy behind the wheels got fast reflexes and jammed the breaks ON time !!!

this guy (walking) just got down from the shuttle bus and walk in front of the bus !

i never do that !! because there is a blind spot there !!!

I mean...if the guy was going like 5 kmph faster ...i would be blogging bout "an accident i saw!!"

I MEAN THE FREKIN' GUY WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE CAR!!!

MIDDLEEEEEE !!

dang! there was like 1/2 an inch between that guy and the Myvi ( with all the bodykit and everything i might add ~)

A SHOUT OUT PPL!!! NEVER CROSS THE ROAD FORM THE FRONT OF A BUS A AFTER COMING OFF IT!!!

and when crossing from the back...be sure to go a little further back ...coz the bus is one big pile of metal and rubber ...it may fall back anytime if the driver isn't alert !! ...

lol...i sound like a naggy old hag ~ ...gomen ~

stay safe ppl !

gosh i wanted to settle in and hit dreamland a little "early" but it's already 1 AM !!!

time flies ! ...

ja....

oyasumi ~

^^

stay genki ~

-Miyuki-

#$%^&*(

yup ~ i'm trash after all

but so what ?

nothing more everything less....

is one and treated like one ~

The world is turning into a negative pile of junk ~

ただそれだけ~

I'm tired

I bet everyone is ----tired---

of assignments of work of internship of projects organizing trips ect ect... i know i am

I was so stressed that i got into a "fight" with Aki ~

felt like it since last friday ~

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Anyhooo...a post means there is some sort of complaint...lol go-me-n~

Yup...being a leader kinda sucks when all are on your shoulders ~

i don't know ~

l my parents ,Senpai, Aki, and a friend back in HS who is studying here told me that i'll grow up to be a stronger more experienced person ~

Yeah...this is a trial for me....everything is ~

if i back down from life ..then my parents spent all those years bringing me up for nothing ~

they never expect good results from me or pressure me in anyway ~

and thanks to them my future is secured ~

Senpai who is going through a harder time is always there for me ~

Aki is always there to heal ~

not forgetting the others that cared and tried to pull me out from the dark ~

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I got "Sleep" and is getting WFWH....

CAN I JUST SAY HOW JAW DROPPING WFWH IS !!

i have to admit that their previous albums...well...not so good...i only liked the singles~

Maya & Aiji said ( from what i understand) that this is a new LM.C or somesort...and form their blogs you can see that Aiji and maya were working hard ..they even flew all the way to NYC to get it mastered ~

wonderful wonderholic is just amazing

i'm already in love with [Meteorion ] ....the best song i've herd so far.....i'm saving the best for last ...i haven't heard bokura no mirai ~ ...from the trailer and " rock the party 08'" ending ...i'm guessing that it is a good song..i bet we are all wondering how the electrorock version would turn out to be because we heard the piano instrumental version 2 years ago ~

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oh well enough with my fangirling ~

i have to hit the books for pedagogy ~

wish me luck guys ~

and best of luck to senpai !

and ..YAY...i just got WFWH!!!

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"each day is a gift and not a given right "

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life isn't fair ~

Can't sleep ~

It is now 2.14 am ...

I'm still awake...

obviously ~

was tossing and turning ~

can't seem to get any shut eye ....

my mind is filled with thoughts ~

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well...today didn't go too well

and i'm coming down with something ~Plus...i need to get some stuff done ~

So i'm taking one class off...heck if its not for the mid-term i'd take the whole day of....

i don't feel like rambling bout this one ....

it just feels like happiness is torn away form me and a bullet hits my chest every now and then ~

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anyways, i stalked senpai's blog XD

and i saw the wish thingy she bought ~

I can;t believe this because i got that as a gift 3 years ago... almost as big as a mineral bottle ~

yappari futago desune ~

i started to write my wish in those rolled up papers and put them back in just to keep myself going...and you know what??...all the wishes came true....

of course you have to write down realistic ones ^^

like how i wanted to get good results in my STPM...

how i wanted to enter local U ~...

how i wanted to get W-inds DVD or VCDs

and finally....how i wanted to learn Japanese ~

all that came true ~

haha...i don't dare to bring it along because i'm scared that it would break ~

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arigatou~ soshite gomennasai

for all that messaged me and was worried .....

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I bet you all wondered why i didn't want to talk, msn ect ect and yet kept it on BUSY ~

i just felt a little lonely , didn't want to talk bout it but just want my present to be known ~

etooo...something like that ......ka na ~ ~

complicated eh ~

hum hum'

i thought so too ~

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totaly random ~

i thought of a thought ,

but the thought that i thought wasn't the thought I thought you thought I thought....

I thought ~

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some mind stuff...it makes sense ( the sentence )! ...read it carefully ...XD it is also a tongue twister Akane came up with ~

I thin i should at least try to sleep....

i'm getting insomnia pretty much every night ~

*sigh*

OHASUMIIIII~~~