So stressed out that i'm sick ~

You know ~ ...

I'm not a robot ~

People are pushing me to the brink...

"sorry... i have no choice but to 'push' you like that"

Can anyone explain that to me??

It sounds like I didn't do anything at all....

Well...for me...i define that as " please come faster no matter what because i just want to get these burden and RESPONSIBILITY off my damn shoulder"

oh well...

I'm not trying to complain ...but all i ask is just to give me a break!

i woke up damn early to catch the bus ....made an appointment , sent the urgent message , and called ...arranged everything....

Lecturer isnt there so off you go to class.... I sat to rush my shukudai ~

caught one stray ...moping the floor with excuses ~

Okies ~..then upon leading a friend to the room i just went to...found the person i was supposed to meet ~

got a lecture bout soft skills ~

then had to walk very far to get to the 11 am class...which ended at 1.30

walked all the way to the library and laid down my bag ( 2 pm)...upon ordering lunch ~

got a message saying i should basically rush to them!

they had to push the burden ~

rushed and was able to finish my lunch in 10 minutes or so ...

basically rushed to my faculty ....

and yeah ....

then i rushed to class at 3pm..i was supposed to present ! but thankfully, lecturer didn't make it ~

i guess stress can make you sick ~

the rush caused indigestion and i'm having nausea~....

All i want to say is...i have my limits...

the word "sorry" is not for me...it is just so you can rid yourself of that guilty felling of yours ~

tada sore dake ~

A little of everything ~

OKIESSSS!!

Today was down right tough ! Morning was like hell !

Like i said the bus episodes these days are like @#$%^&*

I was late for stuff since tuesday !

the bus waits have gotten worse ~

>_<>

i waited till 10.30!!! which was really worrying coz we have to be in the exam hall by 11 am!!

I was sobbing and all because i basically ran out of options ~

Until i called someone who could take me there ~

the moment i got there i got a reply from a message i sent about the bus problem =_+....

Arigatou ne ~ tasukata ~!!

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after a gut wrenching exam, i went to pass up the proposal..turns out that my supervisor didn't know that she was supervising ~

so ~

she called my member and asked ...: what is APK??

oh well ..=_+

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went to the Korean restaurant again ~

=3=

7.2 mp cam

TAAADAAAAA!

so nice ~

still the egg tofu thing is the best !

but no potato noddles!

you all have to at least try that once!!

Kyo ~ tabesugi desu~ ...+_+

got plenty of stuff done ~ except ...i didn't get to go to the music store for the metal pick ~

but i had fun and exercise !!

it was really hot todayyy!!

ahh

i went to popular and found some picks!! ...

no thick ones but the soft thin ones !!....

made one into a necklace ~

samsung cam *

YAY

wearing it with my cross and "key of freedom"

talk bout 3 in 1 lol ~

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.....i want to learn guitar PROPERLY!..by ear !!!!

nyu ~

anyone please teach me ~

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overall it's a tiering but happy day...

the whole week???

stressful, hot and exhausting ~

T^T

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