Japan Tsunami heartbreaking

I'm actually super exhausted and for some reason my back hurts !

But i can't sleep ! Because i have so much going on in my head ! like 4 to 5 different things ~

One of them being the Japan earthquake and followed by the disastrous tsunami .

Please PLEASE pray for not only Japan but all areas affected by it ~

I was glued to TBS Ustream ...A news channel and thanks to Ustream i can watch it live !

I can't help but thinking how people can help in small ways ....In twitter common people are using their fav bands and artist who have access to thousands of followers to spread information about lifelines , help centers and shelters that are being utilized .

People all around the world are trending tsunami and Prayforjapan

Namely Takeru , Piko and Venomstrip's JUN

even those like Ruki and Aoi ....spreading advise and information ....

Google is not only spreading the tsunami warning on it's home page ...they created a "people finder" thingy ...

I know it's not effecting me directly but i really feel sad from watching all those videos ....things that people work their whole life for destroyed !

I kinda feel bad ...because i'm always sad and "depressed" about small things that doesn't really matter and people in Japan and affected areas are suffering real pain of loss.

I need to cheer up !

But i have things in my mind!

HELP T^T *needs a shoulder to lean on *

Doing stuff heals ~

You now sometimes life gets tough !

Well almost always is tough right?

Try as you might you will still face things like being ignored tricked, used, sidelined , isolated , rejected , insulted ,scolded , embarrassed, shunned, judged ...the list never ends

All these are really hurtful and painful to face....a reality that we have to fight everyday !

Sometimes , people should take time to comprehend a persons behavior. You never know what is going on behind the scenes ...the smile or the tears . But alas 人間はずるいものですね～

I guess the only thing I an do is smile and brush things off ~ it's the best way....to heal faster ..it always starts with a smile ...

Anyhoo ....

At times like this you look for the best possible way to forget these painful things ....

Aki....^^ i'm glad i met him ~

clears the mind and help me gain back some focus ...

of course i'm talking about my precious black Ashton acoustic guitar ~ ♥

Cassis is quite a challenge ...no complicated chords ( for acoustic ver) ...but i'm trying to master the plucking at the verse parts ! very BIG challenge since i pretty much suck at plucking !!

Plus! the arrangement is kinda all over the place ! I have to listen to Cassis like 100000 times before i got the tempo and the set of chords to play !

well I wanna gain some confidence ...which is why a challenge is always good ( better than staring at the lappy screen all day eh!)

well it's hard to explain the happy feeling you get from playing an instrument ~

You know it sounds right when your heart rhythm is in line with the tempo ..and you can actually "feel" the vibes just flowing through your body ~

After playing a full song ...every chord and plucking spot on ....even just a hard verse or bridge !

it feels like a drug ....your fingers hurt ...but you can only feel the happiness of being in the right tempo with the song playing through at your headphones...it takes you to another world :)

Honestly I don't really like The GazettE ! ...because some of their stuff are super heavy !! but SERIOUSLY!!! ALL and YES ALL their BALLADS ROCK ! well Red was kinda nice ( not a ballad) but all their ballads ..OMG !

Cassis , Guren , Pledge .... all touching songs and really nice to the ears ....especially with acoustics ...GazettE are the best ballad writers hehe ~

I guess i can look forward to GazettE's songs to cover now ! hehe ...

ooo ~ i never posted the pics of the bento boxes i bought so here you go !

It's 2am already!! should get some sleep ~ hehe

I've got a feeling that these things will happen again ....but i'll be fine ...i guess =)

Just listen to my Fav phrase in Ghost † Heart ...you'll know what happened hehe ...

anyhoo...OhaSUMI!!!! ♥

P/S:I miss Jun-kun's tweets and greetings T^T!!!

お弁当

皆!!お久しぶりですね！

Haven't blog in a while . I'm not sure weather it's because I was busy or because so many things happened ! lol

Anyhoo ....

I made bento !

Basically Japanese lunch box food .

I read that planning ahead saves time and it really did !

Well made chicken nuggets, tamagoyaki sushi and octo hot dogs.

plus rice with furitake. I sent the instant miso along with the bento to Yuki !

Somehow i wanted to make her happy after all she had gone through ~ stress and stuff ~

Honestly it was quite a lot of work ! i had such a small place to work ! not like home where you have the dining table and big space lol.

But it was worth it ! After sending the bento i ate my own ~ hehe ...basically the same so i was lazy to take pics~

And it wasn't like other meals i make for myself ! ...the rice wasn't too hard or soggy .

I surprised myself when i made tamagoyaki !! i was afraid that i'd fail making a very dry omlet or something. So i watched tonnes of tutorial with tips and all ...followed the tips and wala!! not perfect but at least it looked layered ....with not too overcooked insides !!♥

Overall it was just a simple bento and my bento lacks one of the most important thing ~ veges !

You know with the fridge issue ...its hard for me to get veges ....complicated stuff ~

So unfortunately my bento is missing some veges ....well next time i make another bento cherry tomatoes and broccoli will be in there ne ~ then it'll be a fully balanced and healthy diet!

You know why bento is healthy right? the boxes keep track of your portions! you can only put that much in a bento box and that's about it ! which makes you think of the best possible balance meal !

Ah ...everyone has a principle on what their bento must have and all ~

for me ?

It must be nice cold ...room temperature ...since you usually make lunch boxes to take somewhere having something that!

the other thing is love ...Making anything at all...the most important thing is love ~

Then it will surely taste good !

haha i wrote quite a lot ne ~ ....

well i guess that's about it ...

Until my next entry ..jya ne !