New Blog Tempelate desu !

lol ..notice how i crossed our the monochrome ??

well my world is no longer monochrome ~

hmmm...

i'm kinda sleepy now so i'll make it up to you all??

will post a pic of something lacey...tomorrow moring??

I'm a little too exhausted now +_=

i was driven to a point where i got so numb and tired till tears started flowing when i got back ~

as hard as i try to hold my record i can't !! nyaaaaaaaaa!!!

mama

i'll just take it with me and go to sleep

in fact i'm having indigestion now ~ +_+ ....

maybe i'm eating a little too much porridge lately...need more solid food i guess ~

owh

as Visual as " life2die " sounds ( title wise) it is really a song that boosted my mood after a traumatic experience ~

here is a clearer ver of the song i found ^^

enjoy ~

procrastinating is hard on meeee !!!

how has everyone been lately?

for me....well...

i actually have plenty of free time TO FINISH MY ASSIGNMENTS!

i shouldn't be like that!

learnt lessons and yet i still fall into that trap !

=_=

i wasn't like that for the first 2 weeks ...

but i guess i was tired of early morning classes ne ~

plus seeing others laying back isn't easy when you have the 'guilt" genes ~...

i can't really explain the "guilt" genes ..but if you have it then i guess you would understand...

so to speak...if you can't handle the "guilt" genes the way you should ...you'll sink into depression ~

WHICH IS NOT GOOD IN ANY WAY....

able to handle it well then ...assignments will be done quickly ~

and with a smile at that ~

but seriously ! =_="" 100 pages on something is not easy ~

maaaa ! ....

i guess after this blog i'll make a coup of English tea and do my assignments with Lm.c , SID . YUI and newly discovered Sug songs ~

i wonder why...but since forever my fav bands/ singers are always signed to either Pony Canyon or Sony Music

I guess it's good that Lm.C and Sug are performing togeather in Singapore 0_0

what a coincidence !

Oshare Kei is the best deshyo ^^

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pics from my weekly saturday night dinner with Yuki ~

we were running out of things to do so i showed Yuki some visal kei ( or osare kei) and she noticed the extremely heavy make up XD

Sug and Lm.c

and me..always experimenting on the style...put on make up on one of her eyes

eventually we both got into the visual kei style make-up and it became a camwhoring session...XD

of course if i had more time i'd do my hair and also the outfit !

lol

which if you are reading my blog, you'd see my full extent of "experimenting" that i never posted !

so here goes!!

shashin !

XD

oki ..this is the mash potato w

ith a honey cherry tomato on top ^^

the colour quality for close range pics are not good for this cam ..so the fired chicken i fried looks dull XD

jang jang ~

VK make -up

i'd say VK look but this is actually no where near

VK deshyo!

keke ...i kinda messed up the left side make up so XD

I'm not sure if people will be used to my VK look

XD

but i really overkilled this a little

even bought hair wax ..teasing ...hair spray ..and tonnes of time to get the VK look right

only ...no good cam to get a good pic at the time...

you ready??

it's a little more that the one in FB ....coz i did a lot more teasing XD

I don't think i dare to get bangs any longer ..even if it is nice when trying out the VK style...bangs just don't suit me that well ~

so ...haha..i wish my hair is like that again ~

short and managable ~

i leave this blog with one of the better songs from SUg ~

gr8 Story

dozo ^^

i actually like only a few songs ~

but i'm yet to discover more

Lm.c is more my style ne ~ XD

innocent and more mature ...

although Sug have their age hidden XD

in short Sug's range of music is beyond the oshare kei look and genre ...

in fact some tecno , voice altering and also ..yes ..believe it or not dancing and a touch of hip hop to go with it XD

i like the new drummer ( shinpei)also the bass player ...Chiyu ( gomen Aki-kun!!) ...so check it out ne ~

jya matta ^^

*makes english tea *

Nani ka ...okashi ~

minna genki?

as for today ...

:/

sou ...not so bright for me na...

not feeling well today...feeling tired emotionally and also physically ~

how do i put this...hmmm

This semester is kinda tough ne ~

Mostly my major subject's assignments are toug and challenging ..at the same time pretty pointless . you can say that i am not motivated ~

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On a blue day like this ..i was able to have time ..and there is a crack , not to mention a small space where my old self kinda leak out ~

I was able to control half of it ~ ..trying to make sense of why people acted the way they did...

" an honest mistake" i told myself

lol...bad mood can spread right?

coz i was dealing with a person in the photocopy center and noticed that she is a soft talker an slow at things...resent the fact that i wanted to photocopy a few things in separate ways~

i wanted my book double sided and another ( for a thrifty friend ) 2 in one pages ...plus 4 sets of handouts form chap 1-3 and 9 sets of handouts form chapter 4-9

...she basically messed up everything !

even up to counting the cost !

she only photocopied 1 set of the handouts and on top of that counted the cost of the book wrongly NUMEROUS times..at first it cost over 40 ! ...she just flipped to the pages with the page number ( which is 500+ ) and counted it that way!!!

i didin' want to demand that she counted it again ..and reminded her that i didn't photocopy the whole book ( up to chap 9) ! she said yeah ... and i had no choice but the show it to her ..i was pretty much trying to hide the fact that i was annoyed ! ... i told myself " if she's annoyed and i'm annoyed ...things could get worse!"

so she counted and it was rm15...double side should be half that price deshyo! then she counted it at 14.50... makes no sence at all...so i had no choice ( again) insist that she counted again...and she was annoyed !! counted again and i could hear her sigh of guilt as she punched the "=" on the calculator....

=_='''

i told my friend that people here are extremely slow going !

i mean !! pick up the phase people !!!

doing things half heartedly is not the way of life everyone should lead !

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i'm just exhausted ......i guess ~ ...

i need to relax a little ...

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tonikaku ~

for the first time in the 3 weeks here ...i feel sad ..missing home ...

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i guess i'm like this because i'm so tired mentally ~

and probably because i was watching something very emo and wasn't happy with the concept of the whole story ~

i learnt a lesson....that i need to continue my work ...or else i'll slack off and become sad that i didn't do my job right !

i'm just envious ..that others can kick back and relax ...while i have to give my all being who i am ~

i was thinking like ths ...:

"
in the end ...it shows ...who gets the points and who dosen't

i guess this means that people who suffer first receives salvation and a good comfy life in the end ..( and vice versa)

but i've been fighting for 21 years ~ and i know working life will be even tougher !!

so will it be worth it ?...."

it's the real deal ...but no one ever state this .. especially people who perform well ~

on the other hand ...these 'Free loaders'...choose to slack ...and enjoy their time witghout and feeling of guilt !

sigh

but if i keep thinking that way i'll be sad deshyo !

when i play i play i work i work !

stick to that people ~

don't slack !

GANBATEEEEEE!

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if you are still reading the emo post means i haven't deleted this post yet ~

will eventually delete it when i feel better and back on my track

i de-railed a little today ...

no more ~

GENKI NI NAATEEEE!

of Assignments ...multitasking and cravings~

Koooonichiwaaaaa~

sigh...tonnes of assignments are coming in and it's only the second week!!!

well the priority now is the 100 pages and 35 pages assignments ...

=_= of course there is some tutorials here and there that i have to complete too ~

stress much?

i keep putting it off~ gosh !

and now up to around 5 pages all together DAKE!!!

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pics pics pics

Yuki and i had dinner together and we made it a point that every saturday will be dinner or lunch at my place ^^

don't wanna post pics coz ^^"" they look crummy but taste great! XD

most of it were mushrooms and tofu ...healthy food ne ~ ^^

Kawaii deshyo ~

lol this is funny because it's not supposed to sleep here !

that's a garlic/onion/ ginger basket!

look ! how a fat can can make itself cozy in a basket !

nyan ~

XD...can you guess which pair is my feet??!!

try answering it at the chat box

then i'll have the answer at the bottom!

tell me if your answer is right !

be honest XD

first pic ( camwhoring) of me wearing geeky specks

i choose the least eeky one :p

why do i look so =_=''

snacks , orange juice and assignments !! hehe

now for a bit of LM.C ^^

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anyhoo!

Maya and Aiji must be working really really hard !...and we know it through their Myspace blog~

coz they just finished their tour ! and guess what ! ..they are gonna release the DVD this very month !

+_=

unfortunately for me...they don't release here :/

plus if they do ...it cost 6000 freaking yen !!! 0_______________________0

how can it be THAT expensive !

i mean a normal single would cost around 1500 yen so 6ooo yen is around rm200 + @_@

watching this makes me wanna be there :/..and if not..at least get their DVD !~

owh well :/

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jya ...guess i have to get my assignments half way done before Monday starts ^^

ganbarimasu !

happy sunday ppl =3

応え:右 の ペア XD

Edit ~

"answer: left pair of feet "

*

nyahhhh...

not left pair desu XD

is right pair XD

my feet is actually very small!!

size 3 dake!

so ..very hard to buy shoes nyuuuu ~*

Optimism ...saving my life ~

jang jang !!!

guess where am i???

in the Library desu !

using my lappy ..

how's everyone this beautiful Thursday afternoon??

genki?

coz class till 10am ..then the next is 4pm

i don't wanna go through all that fuss of taking the bus back home then back here again !

plus there is air conditioning ! and seems like they upgraded the library's line ~

( ooo YUI's To Mother playing...totally random...now back to blog XD)

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not much of an event lately.....

and i have ppl asking me to go out ...but too busy with assignments XD

100 pgs and 35 pgs ... Optimism is saving me form being who i would have been last sem... frustrated..and tired of life in itself !

i don't know when it started to kick in...but i haven't shed a tear of frustration in record time !

^^

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owh ! yeah ...eating 3 meals a day is doing it's part in keeping me alert ! and healthy !

healthy portions and a bountiful breakfast of almonds , health biscuits and an occational egg or two helps you concentrate all day ^^

haha...now they are announcing the daily routine library rules ~

used to annouce it at 1.30 ..but now it's at 12.45...

jya

i guess it's time i gear up for a few hours of typing !

i know how frustrating it can get so wish me luck!

o...remember to forgive and forget...then walk away with a smile ...don't forget that we ourselves say the wrong things sometimes ^^

like Maya says " when we fall and scrape our knees , we get up a stronger person"

^^

It's time to live !! and stop worrying bout uncertainty ~

Konichiwa!

as always ...how's everyone lately ?

It's a weekend people ! be happy ^^

Did everyone wake up with a smile today ?

genki desuka?

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I haven't heard from some of you for quite some time now ne ~

The line have been quite freaky these few days ~

:/

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anyhoo ~

my social life is more or less getting better ~

My High School friend moved out from her Kolej residence ~

so ~

^^ I don't have to worry bout dinner anymore..i only have to worry bout the weight that i'll put on +_=""

haha~ JKJK

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So far ..yes ..assignments are already given..but work can't start yet with no knowledge or no topic ~

so ...being who i am now....lol..i just enjoy my few days of freedom !

i know (finally) put the songs i listen to in perspective ~

i see the bright side of things

i don't want to revert to that "person" or whatsoever you can call me the way i was last year !

it's time to live my life !

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Of course there are trials the past week ...i'll try to forget the unimportant hurtful stuff and bring the good memories with me ~

to think of it ...my life here is comfortable ~

the environment and everything ~

it's not stressful in any way ( cept for the cat killer living outside :p)

anyway..it's a happy blog to cheer a certain someone up!..........

... YOU ! my dear readers !^^

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cooked steamboat if you wanna call it that.

..we just dump everything you would put in a steam boat and cooked up a healthy brew !

Shitake mushroom

straw mushroom

dried bean curd

tong fen ( some sorta healthy noodle w/o carbs)

preserved sour veg ( for steamboat flavour)

a cube of chicken stock

some ginger ~

japanese egg tofu

and two pieces of chicken ~( which we didn't finish)

Ta daaaa...the best is actually the shitake mushroom *_* so soft ~

the Japanese

egg tofu too !

the noodles compliment the soup ~ ^^

^^"" yes ..all the Japanese food taste better XD

look so 'rojak' lol

In any case you were wondering (YES) i've been very health cautious lately

this is my snack ~ rosted almonds and nuts ~

kinda pricy ! but filling...and it saves medical bills right ?

haha

these can last me for 2 weeks ~ ^^

filling , yummy and healthy ...

good for a start !

never skip breakfast ppl !

So...you all might wonder who this pretty girl i'm dating just

about every night XD

Ta daaaa ~ Yuki-chan desu ~

adorable friend ...from high school the same group ( Alpha )

in National Service to same uny and oddly roommates in the 1st semester !

now she moved to KF and is just a few minutes walk away from

each other ^^

we were eating at the vegetarian food restaurant ~ ^^

I usually have noodles ..but i was craving rice !

omlet rice XD so

mehow tom yum is still 10X better =^^=

my fav drink ..teh-c !

i've stopped my milky tea addiction !

this is the cheaper healthier ver !

this place lets you pour your own sugar and creamer !

as you see i don't take it with sugar now !

i always order sugarless and it helps me loose the extra weight since i'm constantly

taking this drink with sugar !

I doodle when i'm in a certain mood ~

i feel this way ~ ...there is two side of everyone...at a certain point and a certain time fame ,each takes turn to come out ~

you can say i'm the shorter one with the hair tied up! ^^

it's time i stop worrying bout uncertainties like i used to ~

Anyone read my comment of FB???

YES these are the citrus fruit that tasted like peaches !!!

i read the labels ...said " product of Argentina"

and then "grown in Australia"

:/ genetically modified???

lol

i guess that's all for the week ...nothing exciting but i hope i entertained you all !

stay happy ppl ...i'm always there if you all need a shoulder to cry on ~

coz i shed enough tears ...and it's time i wipe of some one else's tears ^^ ~

jya matta nee ~

have a nice week ppl !

As promised ~ ^^

Hopefully today the line will be good ~ for me to upload pics! as promised !

XD

i'm back and on-line again ~ although it will be mostly filled with assig

nment stuff ~

no worries ...there's always time for a little leisure ~

so ~

before i explain all my pics ..i'll update on life so far !

there were problems with smp ~

and oh ! lol...my Kelvin Cline bag became a pail !

lol..since my flask wasn't clased ( at all basically)

i was kinda rushing it and forgot to fully close my flask...

was already on the way to the bus stop when i realize that my bag was kinda wet-ish ~

and =_=""

so...note to self: never leave in a rush :p

( this might be Aki's doing ! )

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for this time's project ~ there will be a trip to a rural area school ~

not sure what we are gonna do there

but doing it with ppl you know and click with will be fun ~

^^

bit the thing is there is still a load of assignments to be done in addition to that..not just the reports ...lesson planning too ~

i hope everything goes well ~

i'll just go with the flow ~ hopefully i enjoy this semester like i'm supposed to ^^

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anyhooo !!! YAY pics are up !

know what this is?? yes! passion fruit ! the last time i saw it it was full of flowers !

now it's full of PASSION! XDXD ( sorry for being so lame ! XDXD)

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Mini Tidus and his mini girlfriend ! ...Tidus. is a penguin plushie( owned by my friend Emi-chan) that travels to places only one can DREAM of ...by postage and sometimes with someone ! been to places like US, North Korea ( yes NORTH) , Japan , Ireland , Russia , Canada ! currently in China and booked to go to HK.. ! he's gonna come to M'sia sometime soon ~ ^^ owh ..his home town is Australia ~ ^^

click HERE to see his Group and pics of places he has been too ~ ^^

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mangomania !

add the ones in the plastic bag and we've got 20 KG!!!

mouthwatering eh !! XD

MAngoes from the mango tree at our backyard !

there were up to 200+ mangoes this season...and there was no mango beetle plague!

means ..=_= i ate a lot and got kinda tired of it ~ coz it's too sweet ! *_*

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PArt of what i do at home during the holidays is cooking!!!

i love to cook all these complicated stuff that tastes great and worth all the effort !

Pataya rice ~ ^^ aka rice omelet ~

CUrry chicken ! ..took the entire morning cooking that .....ahhh i want some now ~

TADAAAA~ finished cooking..the potatoes just melt in the mouth *_______*

now i want some BADLY ! haha

^^

i guess that's the pics i took during the holidays !

lol

i should have taken a pic of my pail aka bag yesterday...bu i was in a rush ~

all my notes are kinda wet and my planner is fragile ~

=/ i'll just have to stick to the note book i bought ~ ...until my planner dries up XD

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anyhoo ~ hope you all enjoy your day/week/ month/ year / LIFE !

^^

gotta finish my washing - lunch..then get ready for lecture later in the evening ^^

jya matta ne ~

~ 14th ~

Minna san ...genki desuka?

how's everyone ?

hope today goes well for everyone ~

so far it's going well for me ..

felling quite accomplished today ~

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all of you keeping track of my blog might know that the past year have been a rocky ride for me ~

a very rocky one at that ~

i keep getting one blow after another ~

and i turned into someone even I don't know ~

Well, things have settled down quite a bit since our lost ~

bad dreams have stopped 'visiting' me lately ~

like i said previously..the same dream involving the same person with the same patterns is scaring me ~

lol..yeah i admit ..i was all 'emo' for the past year ...pulling myself out of society ~

it's been exactly 3 months since then~

wallowing and drilling into our sadness is not what my dad want's ...

we all have to collect all the broken pieces and move on~

bringing all those good memories together with us ~

somehow my memory of the past year just disappeared ~

i want it that way ~

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this time ...i can learn to be happy once more ~

^^

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Geared up for the new semester ~

so how's everyone lately ?

genki desuka?

well, i'm already in KK ! yes time sure flies! deshyo...

this time i'm 100% rested physically and mentally ~

there are still hard times ...( like when one person asked the wrong question !) >:(

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Well ...after 'that' ...i'm slowly accepting the fact ...but my brain still think the other way...

the dreams /nightmares come back once in a while ~ same patterns ...which kinda scares me ~

but enough of this ne ~ ..i'll turn to something more light !

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okey

so there is mango season !

and also "overhauling" my moldy dusty room !

since the room is kinda "moist" ..(like a cave XD) ...leaving it untouched made it that way !

even my fretbord is MOLDYYYYY!!!!...and it's in the CASE!

coz of the rainy season..my room "leaks " during extremely heavy rain ...

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Pics pics

unfortunately my cam broke ...so my 2mp phone pics is all i can offer :/

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anyohooooo

now that one of my fried moved out here ( YAY!)

i'll have companyyyyy! *happy*

^^ finally...i get to smell a little sweet perfume of life ..after so many unfortunate things happen ~

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( pics are taking forever to upload ...line is kinda Cr8py~ :/

i think i'm gonna uplad them some other time ne ~

coz it's late and i have an 8 am class tomorrow morning ^^

jya matta ne ~

classical guitar ! ..phone off a few days +_=...

SUnday or saturay was it??

my phone's battery died ..X-x..and i didn't realize until today ~

may sent text to ask how was i after sunday ~

well ...to tell you the truth..i didn't realize that it was fathers day Sunday ~ ...

was having breakfast after Mass ~ ...and mum said she wanted to call granpa ~

i asked why and well she said it's fathers day...

i didn't feel sad..but my emotions took over and i had to control my tears...but my dad is in heaven now ~ ..

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anyhoo....

i guess you all know that i started learning guitar (finally) again after two years of hiatus...

i'm learning how to read notes and learning basically classical songs ..you know ..plucking and all ~

progress?? well have to wait and see ....

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i have no pic nuuu~ ...since nothing much happened lately and all ~

busy as always with either stuff to do in the garden , cooking ect ect XD

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i kinda missed smses these days ..+-+ should charge my phone ~ :p

if i'm back i uny ,,i'd be glued to my keitai ..haha

gomennnn to two ppl i didn't replyyyyy gomennnn!

especially to senpai since she was so worried bout me ~ :)

nice to have such a good senpai who cares....

i read her blog ..i feel happy in a way ^^

...

ah

enjoying LM.c , SID and YUI

..btw results are already out...kinda dissapointed with my japanese language result... a mere B+ dake T^T...

sigh ..everyone tells me that it's a good result..( seeing the situation and all )...

at least i mad it through! ..i'm now officially a 3rd year student in Uny ^^

time passes fast ne ~ ...

LM.C ...W-inds ..then YUI? and then there is the me= dead mest thing ..pfftt ~

News news news!

LM.C announced on their MySpace that they are going to perform as guest stars at Singapore ~

-->> ' LM.C will make a splash in the brand new, Universal Studios Singapore, Resorts World Sentosa on Saturday, July 31st, for a big event, "Sundown Festival 2010".'

:/

so near yet so farrrrr~

oh well ..no use thinking about it ~

;P

i can't afford to now anyways~ ..and it isn't the right time for me yet ~

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ANYHOO...

close relatives stopped by for a day ~

Granma and granpa came too !

so happy ~ ^^

and when i was at the shoe shop trying to look for a comfortable shoe for Waipo ~ i heard a familiar tune ~

dudu du tu du du .....

LOL

W-inds are getting famous all around and are getting BIG once i loose interest in them ~

well their songs are too commercialized now so kinda like breaking off with a good friend of 6 years!! listening to "it's A Beautiful Life "~

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here's something i'm happy of and finally calmed my "exam results" neavs down for an afternoon nap ~ ^^

YUI

now THIS feels like having a good old friend's pic turning out in the local newspaper !

i wanted to blog about the news where YUI is the second ever person to reach 5 TOP! and i say TOP ORICON charts in a row for releases!! omedetou YUI !

other that that YUI is relesing a new album next month ~

" HOLIDAYS IN THE SUN"

i can't wait !

YUI is also BIG in Malaysia .... ^^ i knew that ..but to see her in the local newspaper is a pleasure

btw! Utada Hikaru reached 5 top oricon charts 5 years ago ^^...didn't YUI debuted then ? or was it 2006 or 07?? ..( pft...and i call myself a fan * rolls eyes*)

OMEDETOU YUI!

i used the broken camera to take the pics...:/

so the word function isn't working that well...bummer ~

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welll... 19th +me = deadmeat !

resluts will be out tomorrow..

mum says ( and never EVER) expects from me ~

well given the situation..i don't think anyone could give their all..but i expect from myself~

nyahhh~ wish me luckkk!